One guy isn't enough. I need stimulation in different ways everyday. It's hard being me and I try to have as many outlets as I possibly can to make it through the day. I keep my toy in bed with me morning and night; I keep it in the pillow sleeve whenever I need it. I have to make sure I have enough batteries to keep it going, not to mention a back up when it breaks down. I go through toys like tissues. But, of course, I need the flesh as well. At times, I need a good pounding and, at times, I need passion. I can't think straight and I lack judgment when my mind is clouded like this. When a man smiles at me, immediately, I want to fall on my knees to please him. Sometimes, I wear my sunglasses to hide my eyes when I'm hot. My eyes give my mood away and I believe when a guy sees them he will approach. You know.. like a male cat can smell a female cat in heat?

It's like that. My emotions are everywhere. I feel guilty when I'm bad but it goes away immediately when I'm hot and horny all over again. I need you to call me, help me. I will help you in return. My mood changes a lot, and I believe it's because I'm never TRULY satisfied. Please help me.